Music by SatisJaxon

2020 has been an interesting year for the lot of us, to say the least. Things have been changing, becoming more difficult. I’ve known many to give up on their pursuits, others to embrace the challenges, and some to lean into past dreams.

For me, it’s not that easy. I have so many interests and hobbies, I am always dabbling, doodling, or creating something. I can’t focus on one thing and it takes forever to share finished work. In light of this I will share four songs I have wrote.

What is to be shared is solely in lyrical form. I have melodies worked out for them all but not clean enough for me to share comfortably. Enjoy…

“Pity Me”

By SatisJaxon

No one can deny it,

Open your mouth, you’ll soon be lyin,

Bloody hands,

Withered Dreams,

Greedily,

takin all of me,

Drink it up,

All that poison,

Lap it up,

Til it’s all gone,

Bloody hands,

Withered Dreams,

Pathetically,

beggin pity me,

I’m broken and alone,

Tortured and gone,

Words between familiars,

Become an awkward song,

I try to lose the past,

But nothing seems to last,

Even if I run,

There are scars I can’t get passed,

My efforts to be normal,

Become a struggle, more and more so,

As I’m fightin,

Every war,

For the prize,

Of my poor soul,

Every time I hear I’m sorry,

Nothing changed,

Nothing buried,

I feel a pain,

Turning in my gut,

Telling me,

to just give up…

On you,

Because I’m broken and alone,

Tortured and gone,

Words between familiars,

Become an awkward song,

I try to lose the past,

But nothing seems to last,

Even if I run,

There are scars I can’t get passed,

Now no one is denyin,

Open wide,

Still you’re lyin,

Bloody hands,

Withered Dreams,

Greedily,

Takin all of me,

Drink it up,

All that poison,

Lap it up,

Til it’s all gone,

Bloody hands,

Withered Dreams,

Pathetically beggin,

Pity me,

Because I’m broken and alone,

Tortured and gone,

Words between familiars,

Become an awkward song,

I try to lose the past,

But nothing seems to last,

Even when I’ve won,

You keep pulling me right back,

__________________________

“Make Me Believe It”

By SatisJaxon

Make me believe it!

Go,

You say you wanna stay,

Through everything you run away,

It’s like this every,

God,

Damn,

Day,

So,

you tell me ya gotta go,

you tell me you don’t know,

I can hear it in your,

God,

Damn,

Tone.

Words,

Breathe it out,

Lies,

You scream and shout,

Words,

Are often heavy,

Sometimes soft and deadly,

Words,

Breathe it out,

Lies,

You scream and shout,

Words,

Often heavy,

Sometimes soft and deadly,

Words,

Go,

You say that you’re ok,

You say there’s a lot of pain,

But this shit,

Just,

Don’t,

Change,

So,

I tell ya I gotta go,

This shits getting old,

Can’t get the time back that,

You,

Had,

Stole,

Words,

Breathe it out,

Lies,

You scream and shout,

Words,

Are often heavy,

Sometimes soft and deadly,

Words,

Breathe it out,

Lies,

You scream and shout,

Words,

Often heavy,

Sometimes soft and deadly,

Words,

Go,

Give all it takes,

Go set the stage,

Prove that you can,

Make,

This,

Change,

So,

You’re no longer just a drone,

No longer getting stoned,

And no longer gonna,

Be,

A-

Lone,

But Words,

Breathe it out,

Lies,

You scream and shout,

Words,

Are often heavy,

Sometimes soft and deadly,

Words,

Breathe it out,

Lies,

You scream and shout,

Words,

Often heavy,

Sometimes soft and deadly,

Words,

___________________________

“Informing You”

By SatisJaxon

You’re defensive hittin hard try to justify,

Knowin full well every blow will make em cry,

Chills fill as you’re circling lies,

Frostin up ya heart While you’re tyin bows on forced goodbyes,

Reconsider all the feelings that you thought you felt,

As you’re raging causin’ pain grantin’ damage dealt,

Here you are draggin’ blood across the coals of hell,

Is it worth it, is it really what you tell yourself,

My heads spinnin’ I’ve gone crazy cause I’m thinkin,

Things can never get better while I’m forever waitin,

I gave you chances so its on you,

This is me informing you what I gotta do,

I should be forgivin’ you anyway,

But it’s up to me if you’re gonna stay,

There’s a new batch of kids lookin up to you,

And you’re sh***** on their feelings like you did me too,

Life’s a party get to livin’ fore you die,

Or you wind up eating dirt before you should’ve tried.

Don’t be hatin’ cause I worked my feelings into rhyme,

you should know that I’m leavin’ for the last time,

My heads spinnin’ I’ve gone crazy cause I’m thinkin,

Things can never get better while I’m forever waitin,

I gave you chances so its on you,

This is me informing you what I gotta do,

My heads spinnin’ I’ve gone crazy cause I’m thinkin,

Things can never get better while I’m forever waitin,

I gave you chances so its on you,

This is me informing you what I gotta do,

_______________________________

“Meant To Be”

By SatisJaxon

Hurt

That the blood inflicted

Pain

Cannot remain unclaimed

Turned

By the misconceptions

Learned

You’ll never be the same

Tears

Shedding for tomorrow

Fears

They keep you in the dark

Time

Allows the past to soften

Don’t

Let yourself fall apart

We are not too common

Give it all to me

I will let you sink in

Girl, we are meant to be

Seemed to meet our match

It happened oh so fast

Our lives United, together fightin

Our love is meant to last

Hurt

is the weight I carry

Pain

I also claimed

Turned

From the misconceptions

Learned

That we are both the same

We

Met when I was low

Shown

there can be light

Yearned

For a life that can be

Held

on With all my might

We are not too common

Give it all to me

I will let you sink in

Girl, we are meant to be

Seemed to meet our match

It happened oh so fast

Our lives United, together fightin

Our love is meant to last

I’ll

hold You if you’re hurt

Embrace

You when the pain cuts deep

Love

You when you think you’re less than

Remind

You that you’re here with me

Take

My hand when you’re afraid

Lean

in When your skies turn grey

I

will Catch all your tears

It’s

You and me, I’m here to stay

We are not too common

Give it all to me

I will let you sink in

Girl, we are meant to be

Seemed to meet our match

It happened oh so fast

Our lives United, together fightin

Our love is meant to last

________________________________

All four of these are original works written by me. If there are any disputes or comments please share.

Remember to be kind, and stay fantastic,

SatisJaxon;D

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